Everyone tells you how hard motherhood is with a newborn, they tell you about the sleep deprivation and everything else in life that changes in a split second. But I think no matter how many stories you hear, the true weight of it all is really only understood once you have lived it...and it is very much a rude awakening. It no longer surprises me that some women say it is days before they find time for a shower, or that people seem to forget their name when caring for a newborn. Itis by far the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but it is also by far the most amazing thing I have ever done...and I wouldn't trade a second of it.
So, I hope that my mom and my sister know just how sincere I truly am when I say, thank-you, from the bottom of my heart, thank-you. I would have never made it through this tough transition without your love and unconditional support. I am sure I was not always pleasant and I wish I would have had more lucid moments just to enjoy your company, but I am so grateful for all that you did while you were here, for the sleep it allowed me and the emotional support. And more than anything, I am truly thankful for the time that each of you got to spend with Zoey. I am so happy that she got to spend time getting to know her Grammy and her Auntie. I think the hardest part of all of this for Jay and I is that we are so far from all of you, all the people that are going to be such a special part of our little Zoey's life. That is one of the reasons I am going to do my best to keep this blog as up to date as possible...I don't want you to miss out on any of the special moments in our little girl's life.
Here are some photos of little Zoey with her Grammy and Aunt Krissy...
So, while mom was taking a nap, Gammy was babysitting little Zoey. Although, from this photo it appears that since Zoey is the one with her eyes open, maybe she was doing the babysitting :-)
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